there she take that steps in to my world
ruffled some feathers, caused some trouble
ain’t she a doll with the words of interest
come and go without letting me know first

at a small fall, you think the world’s against you
get up and stop fickle minding to avoid the truth
you can’t stay on merry go rounding
lose yourself once awhile to find that feeling

after a year of on and off training, and the first 10km run i did, trailing nice-legs-girl for just 2 km and she sped off, i can’t even see her tight ass, i manage to beat her in all the races at this year end. the 10km again, and 21km penang bridge marathon. she was looking hot yesterday at the bridge run, with wore like a sports bra and long tight black pants. yes, she made a lot of guys turned their head whenever she ran pass them.  she seems to love tight wardrobes. anyway, i think she could have beaten me yesterday, cause she was just about 15 minutes behind me. if i had given up and started walking, i might be trailing her nice legs again and lost it after 10 minutes.

it’s a surprised to me that some people are shocked by the attendance of the bridge run because of the early hours it has to start. though some people find it crazy does not mean others who does it are crazy people. well, maybe it is just single people who has nothing better to do in their lives that running’s the only excitement they can get beside jerking off. haha full marathon next year. any takers?

it was the first time that a guy called to warn me to stay away from his girlfriend, who i have not met a quite sometime, but only occasionally chat online and sms. i asked him if he’s threating me. he said don’t know. well, to me it sounded like a threat. seriously, please don’t blame others when you cannot keep you woman happy. why didn’t i think of that to say to him. anyway, if i’m ever found dead or beaten up until my mom cannot recognize me, look for beng seang. girlfriend, winnie cheoh. thank you very much.

now i’m gonna prepare for the half marathon in the early morning of 22nd sunday november. i’m all excited now, imagining myself reaching the finishing line. *clap clap clap. i wonder what should i wear for the run… mmm.  hahah bastard, like a girl attending the red carpet. pundek. snap out of it.

need to keep my feet on the ground this time. floating at times can be hurtful. no bloody intention, and hope for many affection.

burnt 400 calorie, walked back home with a 2000 calorie dinner

i had a dream. a dream of going out on a date with a girl of royalty. it was all but a simple dinner date that i knew she was out with me because she wanted to. not because of a meal she love, or a movie she wanted to see. nor was it because of boredom on a weekend or just a friend outing that she does not have to spend a single cent. she was there because of me. there was a little bit of shyness in her which I got it out from her with holding her close to me on the way walking to a fine dining restaurant. it looked like the eden place at town but it was double storey restaurant which that place isn’t. sigh, i wish i did not wake up at all.

the other dream i had was the one “she” called. she called to want to meet up to catch up on old times. and so wanted to ask her if she already have kids, but i rather not cause i do not wanna know that he is still with him. i wanted to keep the fantasy alive in my head by assuming she has problem in her marriage and called to feel how good it was again to be with me. it was good. it was too good to be true then, girl. i miss you at times.

at times, it is hard to feel sad to those people who are relocated for the purpose of development. though compensation has been given, there are some who wants more. yes, it is clear that a place that has been running its business since 1939 is very long and tonnes of memories that are hard to let go. but doubling the figure of your compensation is quite reasonable and one does not have to raise issues about corruption. giving someone more money does not always means there is some black money circulating around. i dare not be sure about it, but one does not necessary have to relate it to corruption.

for example that bugger dare to add another zero behind the amount people are willing to compensate really got a whole lot of greed in his alcoholically driven body. yes, your place might have done some renovation in the past. but seems like your gold plated toilet bowl has not arrived when i was doing my no. 2 the other day. and i believe your silky soft invisible toilet paper must have ran out, because i could not even see where it is suppose to be hanging. talk about hanging, your leonardo da vinci’s artistically carved hook must have been delayed from rome during your renovation. my whole fucking short was wet because i could not have the luxury of using that unique hook you ordered.

let us all once a while look back at our lives and be happy with what we had or have at the moment. striving for big dreams is a good way of living ones life but not necessary is the best for all.

sigh… oh my toto.

1. there’s a fine line between teasing and mocking

2. someone sounds like someone else tonight

many times, the mind is filled with so many things, but every time after log in, everything becomes empty. nothing and this post is just forcefully to post from office without stopping to play solitaire . yes, been addicted to that game lately. need to finish a few times in a day. crap, where am i heading to now? it is that time again, when once awhile, i get lost and don’t even know what direction to ask. at times, things are not within your control, need another’s decision before i can actually make mine. where to, where ends, for all that matters, i am stucked trying to stop the flow of the sand.

from “UP” to “1o promises to my dog”, they made me remember i still have a heart. no, i’m not getting in touch with my feminine side. i’m secure with my sexuality. but anyway, those 2 films is a must for those who are a fan of touching stories… no, i don’t mean the one that makes you touch yourself. those can leave for after dark, when everyone else is asleep.

the people from phuket. i know, the one at the right looks creepy to me too. anyway, this was my first shot at becoming a tourguide-cum-driver-cum-backstage crew-bellboy. hope to see you guys again…. ( bee, tangmao, de, and i don’t remember the rest)