princess

i had a dream. a dream of going out on a date with a girl of royalty. it was all but a simple dinner date that i knew she was out with me because she wanted to. not because of a meal she love, or a movie she wanted to see. nor was it because of boredom on a weekend or just a friend outing that she does not have to spend a single cent. she was there because of me. there was a little bit of shyness in her which I got it out from her with holding her close to me on the way walking to a fine dining restaurant. it looked like the eden place at town but it was double storey restaurant which that place isn’t. sigh, i wish i did not wake up at all.

the other dream i had was the one “she” called. she called to want to meet up to catch up on old times. and so wanted to ask her if she already have kids, but i rather not cause i do not wanna know that he is still with him. i wanted to keep the fantasy alive in my head by assuming she has problem in her marriage and called to feel how good it was again to be with me. it was good. it was too good to be true then, girl. i miss you at times.