princess

i had a dream. a dream of going out on a date with a girl of royalty. it was all but a simple dinner date that i knew she was out with me because she wanted to. not because of a meal she love, or a movie she wanted to see. nor was it because of boredom on a weekend or just a friend outing that she does not have to spend a single cent. she was there because of me. there was a little bit of shyness in her which I got it out from her with holding her close to me on the way walking to a fine dining restaurant. it looked like the eden place at town but it was double storey restaurant which that place isn’t. sigh, i wish i did not wake up at all.

the other dream i had was the one “she” called. she called to want to meet up to catch up on old times. and so wanted to ask her if she already have kids, but i rather not cause i do not wanna know that he is still with him. i wanted to keep the fantasy alive in my head by assuming she has problem in her marriage and called to feel how good it was again to be with me. it was good. it was too good to be true then, girl. i miss you at times.

air terjun

at times, it is hard to feel sad to those people who are relocated for the purpose of development. though compensation has been given, there are some who wants more. yes, it is clear that a place that has been running its business since 1939 is very long and tonnes of memories that are hard to let go. but doubling the figure of your compensation is quite reasonable and one does not have to raise issues about corruption. giving someone more money does not always means there is some black money circulating around. i dare not be sure about it, but one does not necessary have to relate it to corruption.

for example that bugger dare to add another zero behind the amount people are willing to compensate really got a whole lot of greed in his alcoholically driven body. yes, your place might have done some renovation in the past. but seems like your gold plated toilet bowl has not arrived when i was doing my no. 2 the other day. and i believe your silky soft invisible toilet paper must have ran out, because i could not even see where it is suppose to be hanging. talk about hanging, your leonardo da vinci’s artistically carved hook must have been delayed from rome during your renovation. my whole fucking short was wet because i could not have the luxury of using that unique hook you ordered.

let us all once a while look back at our lives and be happy with what we had or have at the moment. striving for big dreams is a good way of living ones life but not necessary is the best for all.

sigh… oh my toto.

back of the head

1. there’s a fine line between teasing and mocking

2. someone sounds like someone else tonight