so hard… and it’s not the dick

so many times, i wanted to utter those 3 words each time when we call it a night and log off. or when you are going away for a holiday. or when it’s time to hang up the phone after a chat before we go to sleep. just an empty blank after the good nights and goodbyes that i am not ready to fill in. or i already am but just holding back, because it might be said out alittle too soon. i wish not for a repeat of the previous  experience of jumping into the pool too soon. i am still alittle old school. but i don’t mind being a fool for this time around. fooling myself that it could happen even when we are far apart. things that linger in my mind, dreams i carved from total fiction of my brain.  let this not be a long term infatuation.

3 Responses to “so hard… and it’s not the dick”

  1. D. Says:

    slow and steady wins the race :)

  2. vernonia Says:

    I’d say the same.. slow and steady, even though i know it’s easier said than done.

  3. bikerbanjara Says:

    slow and subdued

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