same old feeling…

different person. when i saw the nick blinking on another’s company, my eyes turned green. thought it’s for the better good of things between us, but still, it’s a unsatisfied feeling. the unhappy feelling of never been given a chance to make things work. make things work the better way, the more loving way. the thing that makes everything memorable. screw it.

i gave it all to you…

wish I,
not met you
talk just in reading
laugh thru smileys

wish I,
not want to hear
not want to see
voices of drunk
heart gets drown

wish I,
not snapped, nor lust
for my mind yet not cloud

wish I,
wish I had not at all