space

i look inside, emptiness fill the space, feelings abandon in the past, unable to find a fickle of light, once the source was gone, the fire never restarted, every new faces i’ve seen, none burns a loving desire, trying hard can be a suffering indisguise, paving my way to a new opening, finding it hard to beautify the route, finding it hard fall…

tear

you make me want you even more. i want you forever more. there’s no one else that makes me them as much as i want you. yes, i still want you. i want what’s no longer in my life. it is inevitable that i will no longer see  you again, not even in the cyber world. tell me then, how does one starts a fire, when there’s nothing to burn. the biggest fire was already splashed with water and died immediately.

“aku yang lemah tanpamu, aku yang rentan karena, cinta yang tlah hilang darimu, yang mampu menyanjungku…”
Samson - Kenangan Terindah

remember me?

if the day ever come for me to bump into you, there’ll be too many things to say that i’ll just shut up and say hi. but then again, i have a feeling i will not be seeing you again in this lifetime. as much as how i would miss you at times, like waking up at 3am, remembering your sweet kisses and soft tender touch, i will have to face the fact, that i have to move on. i should have moved on, the day i gave you my kiss goodbye. but i don’t wanna. i am still here, reminiscing sweet moments. the first time we kissed. the words you uttered in my ear when we were lying on my bed… “there’s no turning back now” sent a tingling fear at the back of my head. but yet i was prepared. but she wasn’t…