my weird dreams are back. i miss those for quite some time already. this time around, it was weird and funny. but most of my dreams are weird and funny. it all started off with holidaying at a beach and the sea was calm and shockingly, i knew how to swim in there. i do… [Read more…]
i am emotionally screwed up. beyond repair. you can take a puppy in front of me, and all i can think of is clay pot dog. rabbits hopping around the garden and i wait for a python to swallow them up. deers drinking by the river, crocodile comes chopping on their heads. how i love… [Read more…]
i have stepped into a place which i am not very familiar with or i just do not remember at all. life has adjusted to a certain level of loneliness that has become part of me and my lifestyle. is this actually the reason for insecurity that i have within all this while? or is… [Read more…]
it feels like only yesterday, i talked about going on Qing Ming for 2 straight weeks. How time flies. How fast we age. How fast we change. At Batu Gantong today, that place felt like some big function going on. There were so many people that I thought we going to some fun fair. But… [Read more…]
For so many years, I was being hopeful and directionless in seeking the unseen divine. Not only one, but all there is around me or as I passes any. There will always be one thing only that I pray of, whenever I pass any of those holiness, regardless of any race, that my family will… [Read more…]
July 15, 2011
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